I want to give these useless scumbags a feeling that I've always wanted.

Which means if you consider that, I'm actually doing a good deed.

But what do they want?
A painless life, an utopian life?

That seems like hell.

Life without physical suffering is suffering itself,
that's why I'm just trying to change that.

The opposite of my job, again.
Repeating the same action, then hiding it from the public view.

Life is glorious, but it's stupid.

It's so fucking boring unless you recklessly reach for the pleasure you want.

The excitement.

...I want that excitement.



Guess I'm really just working here for the cash.

I don't need drugs, food, power, love, or anything.




I just want that feeling back.