It hurts to say this:

I think I might be eating off the cockroaches on the walls again today. ;-;

THOUGH AS LONG AS MOTHER IS HERE. I AM HAPPY. I SHOULD FEEL HAPPY AND OVERJOYED THAT SHE CARED ABOUT MY EXISTENCE SO MUCH THAT SHE WANT ME TO STARVE!!!

...Guess I'll also be licking off the "acid" I hid underneath my bed again today.

Please don't tell her I have those things.

...

JK LMAO. AHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA LOL LMFAO AHAHAHAHAHHA!!!! GO AHEAD AND TELL HER. THIS WILL BE GREAT. THIS IS WHAT I CRAVE!!! THIS IS WHAT I WANT HER TO HEAR!!!!!

I FEEL SO GOOD!!! I FEEL SO GOOD!!!!! I FEEL SO GOOD!!!!!!!!ILY MOM!!!!!!!!!!